I’m left lifeless

time and time again

learning how to breathe

learning how to live

I wish I could see the things

that poison my veins

But these rivers run through me

both racing and swallowing me whole

Will I ever learn?

Will I ever learn to let go?

I imagined something more than this

I suppose my heart’s a hit or miss

I reminisce of innocence

Before the color left your eyes

Before…

Before…